4/21: The Day After

Protect your neck. Become a gangster. It's a mentality I have to get into if I ever want to get my name out there and make it BIG. It's a dog eat dog world and if somebody can't get their shit together and get some real business done now-a-days, they get canned! That's who it's always has been. Always will be too. Survival of the fittest. That's why I've been making somewhat of a change in the way I view this world. Used to be, I just would do what needed to be done, the bare-minimum and chose to smoke and sleep to relieve stress of doing the minimum. I was burying myself in a hole as everyone else was growing, learning, moving forward for better or for worse. I didn't have faith in applying my efforts towards any cause other than my personal belief of peace on earth. More like sleep on earth. I am working at restructuring a path to climb out of this hole I'm in and grow/go farther than most others have grown/gone. I must be the change I want to see in the world. Change a society with my image of a complete resource based economy. But I can't do it in the state my life is in right now. I'm picking myself up but I need a few essentials to get things started. First I'm going to RUN. Running is healthy for you and I'm really concerned about the overall health of the people in this country. I need to stay healthy, active, and eat right so I can avoid turning out like just another fat and lazy American. Run faster than the average man, it'll keep you one step ahead of everyone. Next, I need to get my DRIVE on lock down. Can't make the scene on time without the right wheels. Driving the Lambo is fun but I can't drive it all day everyday, it's more of a show-room car, don't want to wreck it in a collision or anything. Which is why I'm riding around in a piece of shit Saturn that is boring and plain. Like Sam Lawry's car that gets blown up by kids in Brazil. I think I'm gonna get a motorcycle, it's more fuel efficient and a lot more badass to be scene riding around in. I can score some serious character points if a ride a motorcycle, all fuckin' right?! Third is an important step. FIGHT for your rights. I'm done being a pussy dealing with this bull shit. Now I see the light, I've got to get up, stand up for my rights. I'll have you know that I am a black belt in Karate, it's just been quite a long time since I participated in any form of martial arts. Once I get my own crib in the city, I am for sure going to find a dojo and brush up on my fighting skills. Last but not least, actually the most important, COLLECT. Collect that paper, get cash money, and get paid. If all the other steps can't get me out of this hole, I know this one is a guarantee to get things sparking. Money, I hate it but I'm going to have to learn to put it as a top priority now and for times to come. That is if I want to make it BIG. I'll become a thief and outrun the law by foot or car. Maybe not, but I can certainly write about it, I hope. I mean the haven't taken freedom of speech away yet, right? Killin' pigs, G-snatchin' pussy, and stealing money. These are just thoughts I can type out freely like Eminem or any other rapper. Yes, I have been listening to the rap music lately. I'm totally 'bout to game up some Grand Theft Auto 3 and listen to Game Radio all day, shit! Then Afterward, I'm going to run around my block and break some serious sweat. Then I'll take a shit, shave, and shower and drive out to a bar and pick up a job as a bartender. I'll take drink orders but if you try to start shit in my bar, you'll have to fight me and trust me, you will lose. After cleaning up the bar and closing everything up, I'll collect that pay and count my tips. I'll put that cash in a jar in my room and save it until I have enough to get own place. Lookin' for me? I'm under the ground, dig me up.

Now then, here's some artwork and some other cool shit I felt like posting.