withinyouwithoutyou

we were talking
about the space between us all
and the people
who hide themselves behind a wall
of illusion
never glimpse the truth
then it's far too late
when they pass away

we were talking
about the love we all could share
when we find it
to try our best to hold it there
with our love, with our love
we could save the world, if they only knew

try to realize it's all within yourself
no one else can make you change
and to see you're really only very small
and life flows on within you and without you

we were talking
about the love that's gone so cold
and the people
who gain the world and lose their soul
they don't know
they can't see
are you one of them

when you've seen beyond yourself
then you may find, peace of mind is waiting there
and the time will come when you see we're all one
and life flows on within you and without you

Sunday, July 4, 2010

A taste of things to come...

Alright, so if anyone follows me on my other websites, you'll know that I've been on a European vacation and I've got a quite a lot of stories I've been gathering and preparing to blog about. However I've been home for one week now and still I haven't constructed one story, scrap, or sketch. I still haven't finished my STACEYTRON part 2 story I wanted to finish before the trip. The truth is, I've been working my ass off at my job trying to pay back all these debts, late bills, and other financial bull shits. That and I've been extremely lazy outside of work so I've just been doing the usual porn downloading and fapping. My fans out there (if I have any) might be waiting for some kind of exciting new artwork or tale but I seem to be at mental block, the same mental block I wanted to overcome by going on this trip. I even stopped smoking weed in an attempt to overcome my laziness and save extra cash; my name's "The Herb!" What to do? I could really use a fan base or something to help keep me motivated. A partner in crime perhaps. Someone who digs what I'm saying but the only way to reach out to those fans is to create more work to get recognized. On top of managing the DA Bouncy Babes group, and talking with other artists out there, I have to get a second source of income to pay bills. Maybe I should consider getting hooked on coke, at least then I'll have some motivation to get more money. To buy more coke! No but seriously I've never tried coke... yet! XD

If anyone cares, this isn't a cry for help but rather an update of how I've been progressing in the online community and how I feel towards getting off my lazy ass to find more jobs, more work, something to keep me occupied that I don't mind doing. Maybe meeting new people both online and in the real world.

~theHERB
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